STILLNESS ?

I am

No, I am not
But again-wait,
I am..

That that I wouldn't be
That that I shouldn't be
That that I can't be..

But again,
I am..

That what I feared to be
That what I hoped to be
That what they warned not to be..

But again
I am..

I, the morsel, the nugget

I, the fortress, the anchor

No,
I,
the sun, the rain

No!
I am not!
No, I am not..

But again,

I am,
Human,
Me,
but still not free...