28 Dec 2012

Contemplating Moments



When you’re just sitted there. Lazy, bored, but you have to live.

When you’re on your couch or bed without reason; you cannot think straight, so many thoughts rush to be processed by your already tired brain.

 The time when, you get your headphones on or burst all the windows with your favourite music; thinking that that’s the only way you will be soothed.

 The moment when everything that you have initiated yourself into and done during the week, come back to you and you laugh or wonder or get worried.

The time you replay all the memories you’ve had, the wrong words you said to so-and-so, the words you weren’t able to blurt out.

That contemplating moment...

When you make your daily or even weekly resolutions and you pray so hard to be better than you are. Resolutions that  you know very well a few days down the line you’ll be in the same place, wondering what went wrong or thanking God for the good tiding.

The time you are watching a movie and you suddenly find yourself in another world, with all those what-if’s or wishing for this or that…

Sorry to break that pattern,
It is good to reflect, it is better to contemplate but it is best when it is all positive and constructive. When you do have that small me-time, that I wish moment, think about the far you came from and how different and better you would want it to be…

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