Vertigo

The emotional hit and run
The collision of thoughts
The tournament of true conscience
The degree of degradation- esteem..


Brevity of speech
Mind bulging thoughts
Emotions bulleting the blood heart
Discontinuity of strength charges..


The hate of loving
The tiredness of rest
The impotence of infertility
The taking away of all giving...


Justice of brine streams from my eyes
Masked character?
Numbness-
Nerves stinging impulses to my tired brain..


Overcoming confusion
Overbearing responsibility
Unbearable lightness of being
Vertigo "the fear of falling"?
Unknown vetting of ability..


The blankness of sight
Still bewildering thoughts
Rushing across my eyes
Temples throbbing with pain..


Being in awe of one's own being
Searching for the latent ability, personality
Searching for the paramount thing-
Stimulus for continuity of life..


All in ability-(praying)
Prayer to the end of the voice
The voice that Kundera stated: "The voice of emptiness below that tempts and lures, the desire to fall; against which terrified we defend ourselves- vertigo!"